A wide field of dry golden grass under morning light
Devotions

The Sower Scatters Anyway

By Matthew Poh 14 August 2026 5 min read
A wide field of dry golden grass under morning light
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Luke 8:4–15 · focus verse Luke 8:11

KJV“Now the parable is this: The seed is the word of God.”

NASB95“Now the parable is this: the seed is the word of God.”

ESV“Now the parable is this: The seed is the word of God.”

Most mornings I do not know whether I am doing the right thing or going the right way. There are weeks when I charge forward as though nothing could stop us — the fit-out, the funding, the Restarters coming through the door — and weeks when a single letter about money makes me wither on the spot. It is a roller coaster, and I am the one holding the wheel. What frightens me most is not failure itself but the thought that my wavering might mislead the people who follow me. The team. The Restarters. The men I sit with at Crossroads who are watching to see whether this Jesus actually holds a man steady.

So I read this parable and my first instinct is to audit myself. Which soil am I? Am I the seed on the rock — springing up quickly, all enthusiasm, no root, withering the moment the heat comes (v. 13)? Am I the seed among thorns, choked by cares and riches and the pleasures of this life (v. 14)? I can find evidence for both on any given Tuesday. And that examination is not useless — the Lord does call us to see ourselves honestly. But if I stop there, I end up doing what I always do: measuring the harvest by the quality of my own heart, and finding it wanting.

Then I notice who the parable is actually about. It is not called the Parable of the Soils. It is the Sower who walks out and scatters. And He scatters strangely — not in neat rows on ground already prepared, but everywhere. On the path. On the rock. Among the thorns. A gardener would call that wasteful. God calls it grace, because He desires all men to be saved and to come unto the knowledge of the truth (1 Timothy 2:4). He does not withhold the seed from ground that looks unpromising. If He did, none of us would be standing.

I have watched this with my own eyes. I was hard ground once. Seed fell on me in a prison Bible study and in a place called Teen Challenge, sown by people who had no evidence it was working and no guarantee they would ever see the fruit. Years passed. They may never know what grew. That is the ordinary way of it — seed lies unseen far longer than we are comfortable with, and then one day there is a shoot where nobody planted anything they could see.

Which means the resistance I meet is not proof that the sowing was wasted. A man who shrugs off a devotion at the counter, a visit that goes nowhere, a Restarter who walks out after three weeks — none of that is a verdict. The power was never in my persuasiveness or my consistency or my ability to make anything grow. The power is in the word itself. My part is smaller and steadier than I keep making it: sow, pray, wait.

And there is mercy for me in that too. If the Sower scatters onto rocky ground without flinching, then He is not standing over my rocky patches with His arms folded either. He keeps sowing into me. The same word I hand out at The Gateway is being worked into my own hard places, patiently, with more perseverance than I have ever shown Him.

So I will stop demanding a harvest report before I am willing to keep sowing. The soil is His work. The seed is His word. The timing is His. Mine is faithfulness — and it turns out that fruit in this parable comes with patience (v. 15), which is God’s gentle way of telling me that slowness is not the same as failure.

Lord, You know how quickly I dry up. You have seen me flourish on Monday and freeze by Friday, and You have not withdrawn the seed. Forgive me for measuring Your work by my own soil. Steady me when the ground looks unyielding, and keep my hands sowing when I can see nothing growing. Guard the team from my anxiety and give them Your assurance instead of my moods. Let the power rest in Your word, not in my strength — and grant me the patience in which Your fruit comes. Amen.

Soli Deo Gloria

“Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.”

2 Corinthians 5:17 (KJV)

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